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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

We Make Plans, God Laughs

The past 16 days have been amazing. I've traveled across the country to Los Angeles and back, slept in 3 different time zones within a 3 day period and then landed in New Mexico. I've been off work. I've felt the sun on my face and the wind in my hair. I've said goodbye to old friends and hello to new ones. To say that the past few weeks have been amazing is an understatement yet... it's also been an eye opening time. 

It's been over these last few days that I've been in New Mexico that I realized what I do and do not want in and out of my life. I'm pretty sure that moment came when I was sitting here...
It became crystal clear. I've always known that I'm ok with doing my own thing. I'm not afraid to travel the world or be on my own, to not know a soul in a town or to even just pick up and move. I've always been someone who can take that leap of faith and don't get me wrong, I'm still that person. However, this time I just know who I do and do not want to jump with. I know what I'm looking for in life and I've learned/been told that the best way to find what you're looking for is to stop looking. 

So that's what I'm doing. I've closed a chapter and let go. I'm ready to start a new one and for now I'm going to sit and wait for it to find me. It's amazing what can bring you happiness in life. I thought I had found it before and after these weeks of traveling, I know now what really makes me happy. Here's some photos from how I spent the last 4 days in New Mexico. Just your normal stuff really... Haha!

PS: Remember all the vintage stuff that I got while in California? Well the bag that I'm carrying in the photo above is a piece of it. It's a tan leather bag and I love it! I'll have to do a full post on all the great stuff I got from there!
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41 comments:

  1. Brittany AnnJune 1, 2010 at 9:35 AM

    Good for you for deciding what you should and should not allow into your life! You are so strong, and so worthy of living a happy, fulfilled life!

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  2. renaJune 1, 2010 at 9:43 AM

    sounds like that is a good motto to have :)

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  3. JulianaJune 1, 2010 at 9:47 AM

    Great pictures honey!

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  4. LisaJune 1, 2010 at 10:00 AM

    Looks like you had a great time! I'm glad you had your moment of clarity. :)

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  5. UnknownJune 1, 2010 at 10:02 AM

    Awesome pics - looks like you had a fantastic time. Wanted to let you know that I've tagged you in '25 Things' at http://emptydreamsdisplayed.blogspot.com :D

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  6. UnknownJune 1, 2010 at 10:27 AM

    Good for you! I hope this next chapter in your life is the best yet!

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  7. Amanda @ It's BlogworthyJune 1, 2010 at 10:28 AM

    Love your pics...that pizza looks phenomenal!!

    Can't wait to hear more..your life coach is waiting!

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  8. Jules AFJune 1, 2010 at 10:28 AM

    I'm glad you had such a good time!

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  9. Krysten @ Why Girls Are WeirdJune 1, 2010 at 10:32 AM

    Such a great motto to live by!

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  10. JGJune 1, 2010 at 10:59 AM

    Wow. Talk about an epiphany. Sounds like you are on the right path. Can't wait to see where you go from here!

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  11. tootieJune 1, 2010 at 11:01 AM

    Glad you had such a great time - and a few epiphanies, too! :) Hope that all is going well in your new place!!

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  12. ErinJune 1, 2010 at 11:10 AM

    Good for you!!

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  13. UnknownJune 1, 2010 at 11:12 AM

    i'm so glad you had your ah-ha moment =)

    love those!!

    those are some great pictures!!!

    love the bag!

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  14. Steph @ Professors_WifeJune 1, 2010 at 11:21 AM

    Good for you, Jenn! I love the title of your blog - so true. I haven't always been the way I am now - but I'm much happier now. Planning things - big things - isn't a real good way to go about life, IMO. The little things (like trips to Cold Stone Creamery), sure. But if things don't work out as planned, what a disappointment! (I could never spell that word correctly...) I've found through experience that it's truly best if you are content with yourself, trust in yourself, and just enjoy every day for what it is. I had some eye-opening time while visiting the fam this weekend... I spend a lot of time stressing about "what they will think" about when/where we move, when we will have kids, etc. etc. The fact is, I do what I want in the end anyway - and they just have to enjoy the ride with me. So no point in stressing over the fam! Just take care of thyself, and make sure to live and love a lot, lol. You go, girl. Glad you had a fab-O time on your travels :) P.S. starting to explore the world of Etsy... still not sure about it yet! I would also like to get my work into Tamarack in WV, so checking into that, too. Thanks for all the positive comments about my projects, I appreciate it!

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  15. NicoleJune 1, 2010 at 11:23 AM

    I am the same way! Heck a few years ago I decided in December I wanted to Move half way across the country to Chicago! And by April I was there!! Now I have to think about the BF but I am pretty sure he would do the same! You just have to find someone who shares your spontinaiety(sp?) But I am happy your happy! And how gorgeous is NM?! Thanls for sharing your pics!

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  16. Jessica LynnJune 1, 2010 at 12:01 PM

    I'm glad you had a good time out here, but I'm confused! Haha are you still moving out here (saw your tweet earlier today...)? Email me!

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  17. MariahSmileJune 1, 2010 at 12:37 PM

    Glad you are figuring everything out! I might be halfway there... maybe! haha

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  18. AnonymousJune 1, 2010 at 12:53 PM

    Sounds like a great trip! Good for you for knowing what you do and don't want to do.

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  19. Random MusingsJune 1, 2010 at 1:01 PM

    yay! You warmed my heart reading this! I am so HAPPY for you, this is the best things that could have ever happened to such a great girl! Some people spend a life time trying to learn who they are and what they want!

    YOU GO GIRL!

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  20. krystalJune 1, 2010 at 1:33 PM

    I loved this positive post ;) Keep your head up! :)

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  21. Pretty ZestyJune 1, 2010 at 1:50 PM

    What a view. Love that picture with you and the fish. Cute!

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  22. meredithJune 1, 2010 at 2:17 PM

    love these pictures, and love your new outlook!

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  23. AnnieJune 1, 2010 at 2:57 PM

    so many great pictures!!
    your outlook and positive attitude are wonderful girly!! :)

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  24. AnonymousJune 1, 2010 at 3:13 PM

    I am so excited for you! I am also extremely jealous of your zeal and independence. I can rely on myself in certain areas, but I have to admit that it is difficult for me to do things alone. I am always in need of family, friends or a man.

    Congrats to you on your decision and determination!

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  25. UnknownJune 1, 2010 at 4:01 PM

    That seriously is a leap of faith to just pick up and move like that, it can be really eye opening. I'm glad that you seem to be really happy with your decisions though. That's awesome!

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  26. ~Mrs. Guru~June 1, 2010 at 4:41 PM

    Love all these photos! Looks like you guys had so much fun!

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  27. letterstobetsyJune 1, 2010 at 5:45 PM

    what a fun trip! Great pictures! I agree making lines for yourself in life is super important. I am just starting to do this myself :)
    Great blog..just stumbled upon it.
    xoxo
    KC

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  28. Q, La, and GoonerJune 1, 2010 at 7:04 PM

    I was totally there! I just packed up my life and moved to Russia and then Turkey and then DC... It was hard for me to "let go" once I got married. It's different to wait on what the Lord has in store!

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  29. taraJune 1, 2010 at 8:06 PM

    love the pictures! and love your new outlook on life!! :)

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  30. Jennifer MillerJune 1, 2010 at 8:15 PM

    Wonderful photos, I would love to travel as much as you do.

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  31. Mrs. RubyJune 1, 2010 at 8:20 PM

    I am SO jealous - sounds and looks like you had a pretty phenomenal time. Happy for you!!! :)

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  32. Pursuit of Matching AccessoriesJune 1, 2010 at 8:47 PM

    That's an awesome realization--so happy for you!

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  33. KatieJune 2, 2010 at 3:13 AM

    1. I love that view, how amazing
    2. Yay for getting clarity
    3. that bag is SO cute!

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  34. NicoleJune 2, 2010 at 8:44 AM

    love all those photos! and i totally agree with the 'when we make plans, god laughs' ... because it's totally 100% true.

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  35. SurferWifeJune 2, 2010 at 1:22 PM

    Well look at you! This is the makings of one of the best and most memorable years of your life!

    That picture in NM is fab!

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  36. Tina L. HookJune 2, 2010 at 4:00 PM

    I find that traveling always provides me with the best soul searching. I look forward to hearing what life brings you.

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  37. The Adventures of Maverick & the Mrs.June 3, 2010 at 3:02 AM

    Good for you! So glad to see you had a WONDERFUL time!

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  38. chelseaJune 3, 2010 at 10:39 PM

    So glad you had such an amazing moment of clarity ANNNNDDD a fantastic trip! :)

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  39. hisMrsJune 6, 2010 at 12:38 PM

    Good for you! You absolutely deserve the BEST! Don't settle for anything else!

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  40. SSJune 7, 2010 at 6:21 PM

    I LOVE that you are making yoru life such an adventure! I've been feeling rather stale, I need to use you as inspiration... the kick in the pants that I need to get moving.

    Enjoy... let the fun begin!

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  41. TamaraJune 7, 2010 at 10:01 PM

    Great photos and a GREAT way to live your life!

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I read and appreciate every one of your comments. Thanks for stopping by my space and know that I truly appreciate you taking the time to read about my crazy shenanigans :)