Yep that's me on the inside right now.
I've been a steaming hot mess. There's the packing, trying to close on the house, the fact that I'm suppose to leave this weekend to move across the country. Figuring out all of the financials, getting utilities turned on, booking hotels along the way...
The list goes on and on my friends.
I've also learned that not only am I already poor, I'll now be destitute once I move. Moving isn't cheap and moving across the country doesn't make it any less expensive. Also buying a house is not cheap at all.....
Like I might be so poor now that I can't have cable. As in I may not have internet either. Ek! Let's all keep our fingers crossed that I can figure it out. I feel like I might be scouting out an extra part time job once I get there.
In the last few weeks, I have experienced feeling a large amount of stress. I think that it's normal considering the situation that I'm currently going through...
I'm working 5-6 days a week.
I'm trying to pack all of my belongings to move.
I had to figure out and reserve a moving truck.
I'm trying to close on a new home.
I'm reviewing, faxing, emailing, signing said home documents everyday.
I am going through yearly tests at work.
I'm watching my savings account slowly dwindle (nothing is cheap folks).
Yesterday the stress shot through the roof. One of the above mentioned things went completely down hill and I had a breakdown. Like sobs came out of me.
That was yesterday.
Now I have to get back up on the horse and just try to keep moving forward. I have to keep boxing things up, I have to keep signing documents and I have to pass tests.
I must do this.
I can do this.
