Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I might be the silliest girl on the planet.

I knew this was going to be an emotional day. I knew it! 

I'm sitting, watching American Idol (who isn't?!?) SPOILER ALERT if you haven't watched yet then STOP reading!

Kris wins right and if you kept watching after his song you saw his wife come up and hug him. He started crying and was holding her so tight. In that instant, I literally started sobbing. I'm still crying even. I don't know what is going on with me!?!?!  Seeing them embrace like that seriously set me off on an emotional break down. I am not a crier. 

I literally have one week till I'm going out of town. This time next week I'll be there!!!! Then it becomes the waiting game, holding my phone in hand where ever I go, waiting for the call to tell me I need to go pick up. Seriously. I'm so ready for him to get here! Words can't even describe it. I don't know what's going to happen but I'm getting more and more excited to see him everyday. I hope he's feeling the same way I am. I really do. 

Tomorrow, it's back to the grindstone! I get to go in late tomorrow at 11am instead of my usual 4:30 am! Sweeeeeet!

12 comments:

Melia said...

I was sooo happy to see Kris win tonight!! Sorry you're having an emotional day!

Jon and Steph said...

Sorry for the bummer day! I think everyone has those sometimes, it's so normal!

GUAMtastic said...

I bawled my lil face off when they were hugging... MAN these deployments get me emotional! I stood at Target trying to find my husband some fun cards to send him, yes, sobbing. Re-damn-diculous!! Good luck packing, and if I don't "talk" to you, have a GREAT visit! I'll be thinking about you!! <3

LENORENEVERMORE said...

It's quite normal...infact So happy for you...I'm sure more butterflies flying in your stomach!
It's all good darling....
XO*

AmberDenae said...

I cried too!!!! I think it was my excitement over him winning as it was a huge shock and also seeing their embrace was so touching!!!

Gleatie said...

I have totally had those days!

lola said...

I get sad/funky sometimes when I see people holding hands or doing lovey dovey stuff as it makes me miss Matt hardcore.

Teresa said...

I think this week is just an emotional one for all of us at this point lol.

(army)Wife said...

I totally hear you. I feel like everything makes me cry these days.

I'm so happy for you that you get to see Matt soon!

Mrs. G.I Joe said...

Emotional days...Ick! I hate these because it feels like such a roller coaster! One of our mutual bloggers posted about that same guy today so now I'm thinking I must see this proformance! So glad your getting to see Matt and that you got to talk for a short bit!

Shoshanah said...

I was happy Kris won too. And he seemed so shocked and surprised. I also thought it was extremely cute when his wife joined him at the very end.

Jessica said...

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My heart went out to you reading this post. I DEFINITELY AM a very emotional person so I can relate to this. When your away from your loved one for so long any little thing like that is bound to set you off.
I'm so glad your THIS close to seeing him again. I look foward to getting to know you better!